on the move

So, ha - if this cowtown can't see me, then I will remove my invisible self to another town - to a ready-made community of mavericks who have already made me welcome by email - my first "live-alone" experience since I was 21 - gawd that's a long time. To quote Susan Sarandon in " The Banger Sisters" - " somewhere between the dry cleaning and the veterinarian, I lost ME".
Well, now I"m actively looking for the ME I lost - the ME who danced like a mad thing well into the wee hours ( I don't want to BE her, I just want to find her), the ME who giggled regularly - who had curly hair - who used to do crafty things that were actually pretty good - who read voraciously ( now it just puts me to sleep) - the piano player, the tap dancer, the bike rider - if you see ME, let me know.
I'm even going to relabel myself - with an old name. O'Brian - fitting for a St. Patrick's day blog